thinking of yoko ono 

the circular staircase 

the ladder

thinking of slides

of curves

of cycles 

of stretchy material

of blue 

lighter - darker

of daytime 

of timechange

of seasons 

of slow and constant changes

of uncertainties

of the impossibility of certainties 

but 

i am certain that i love you 

sliding 

on the slide of life

a light blue 

huge slide 

being kids - always 

surviving by 

being playful 

that is how animals normally survive

the most playful    stay alive 

law of nature 

i am thinking of 

no digital no speakers

the sounds of materials

i’ve explored the sounds of 

voices and instruments

never

the sounds of other materials

can i do that 

well 

i have a garage here 

and the shops are supposed to reopen in two weeks 

flexible materials

if i stretch it 

is the blue lighter 

but i am really not friends with 

plastic 

i am thinking of processes 

of birth 

of life

i am thinking of 

sinewaves

of graphics 

of curves

of oscillations 

everything is just oscillations 

can we slide on that fact 

i am thinking about

swings

of dead - sleeping

swings

in every school yard 

i am thinking of kids

trapped inside unsafe houses

i am thinking of fear

of abuse

of how trauma kills

imagination 

(van der kolk, 2014)

silenced swings 

i am thinking of 

electricity 

inside bodies

inside walls 

of life 

of death 

of cycles 

of sinewaves 

i have to go and get the 

individual note on music 

by daphne oram 

sleeping somewhere in a box in my parents basement

i can cycle there

never read it - really